Intended for me, but presented for you. Names censored for your convenience as [redacted]
Understand that you might have ideas that you want to accomplish, however understand your place in the world. Your dream is to be big in some way? That idea should be cast into the lake of fire and then forgotten. You want a wife? You want a Job? But yet you connect yourself to so many nichtfrauen, that you have no idea how your ideal women would act. Think of [redacted]: would she want you this way, with dreams so big, so many? Yet how can you move forward on the trail- if your constantly going onto multiple trails. The only way up Everest is Everest.
You want to be famous for your ideas, for your videos, for your music, for your anything? You want to have a wife with kids while you’re young? You would like to get the job that will allow you to live on your own, not under the roof of your old life? You would like to do this or that? Then you have to do it, but in the state you find yourself in;
Fuck you and your dreams. You are horrible, you suck the balls of Satan. You are the worst person I have met, half of your ideas, half your dreams. Don’t rely on anything besides yourself to get done. But, you’ll make that video, that song, that things when “something” happens? Fuck off! You’ll talk to or ask out that girl when “something” happens? Climb into the oven! You’ll study tomorrow or after something happens? Kill yourself, so that you may rise again like the humming bird from your ass, you pathetic cum slut. Stuck masturbating either literally or mentally.
Who cares if you love, love God. Send to hell in your mind [Redacted], [Redacted], and [Redacted]. The past doesn’t matter, that you did not pray yesterday matters not that you are praying today matters a lot. God does not care that yesterday you went crazy and fell in and out of love with several woman and then wept bitterly (not over sins) over them and your state.
When you fall get up and go to church. In the house of God there is peace, do not bring in the rabble.
Masturbation is prayer to yourself and ultimately communion with Satan. The rod will stand at attention to what you love in that sense. Every time you masturbate you direct your will away from God. Everytime you watch porn you venerate Satan’s ball-sack. And every time you masturbate while watching porn Satan comes to you and copulates with you. For every load you finish off you relese a bit of your will. Those dreams from earlier that I told you to cast into hell? Well the more you pray to yourself, the more your abuse yourself the more you will be unable to pray.
Every day when you wake up thank God in prayer. Every night before you go to sleep thank God in prayer. Before you eat, work, drive, arrive, greet, or gain, thank God in prayer. It doesn’t matter if your up later than you want to be, or up early than you want to be. Glory to God, work your life around prayer and the alter.
Set your alarm. Then when it goes off; TURN IT OFF AND THEN GET UP YOU FUCKING BALL FONDLING [RACIAL SLUR FOR YOUR RACE]!
Then follow the advice I gave you previously. Read. Go outside, and go for walk, pray while walking. Skip breakfast most days.
Don’t act like a Schwarzblick, you have reason to get up. If you say you don’t YOU DO, stop lying to yourself. Dogs must get fed, people need their meat, and God must be praised. Neither be selbstgerecht, for you’re not special for what you do. Most people should get up and praise the lord.
Understand you have a limited amount of time, and as such you shouldn’t waste it. Every breath you take gets you closer to death. Yet don’t be worried, if you love God and don’t stay away from the services you’ll be fine.
Say you meet a girl you like, stop being a bitch. Is she pretty? Of course you think she’s pretty she’s not in the miasma of life. Say you complete these goals? Say you’re finnally no longer prezeld? Well how can you get there as a bitch ass like yourself. You must die. Die to rise in Christ. Yet so long as you’re of the world, what I refer to here as being a Bitch, then you will never achieve them.